Believe me, the day you left was not at all painful because you did left, it was just painful because you left so sudden, sort of unexplained, like a robber from a little dark lane, trying to hide away anyone’s sight.
Like, what was the issue? You didn’t like me anymore? Okay fine. Then say it to me. Talk to me, tell me that I don’t feel like to talk to you anymore. I probably then miss you more. I would be crying and asking why? Why then you even entered my life? I probably will shout and scream! But believe, you did right then on your part, to say out your heart to me.
But no! You left unsaid.
I remember, you wish to be remembered with your goodness, and don’t wish to leave any wrong remarks for you. But sadly, you failed my friend. You failed. At least in this little part you broke someone’s heart just for your own sake! And it’s good. It’s good to stay focused on one’s own goal always. But it takes just a second these days to say, “I’m fine dude. Good day.”
I don’t say don’t leave me love. Leave. It’s your wish, I cannot force! But oh love, at least don’t ignore and go. Face me and say on my face “Dude I don’t want to talk to you anymore. I’m sorry to say so. ” It’s better… Much much better. Even if your reason is “Just I don’t feel like talking, so…” It’s okay. It’s okay if one’s confirms I’ll never ever be the same one to you, at least I’ll not wait and soon be able to move on.
But you dude! You just didn’t reply! And talk to me like you did each morning, each night! And suddenly I don’t matter to you anymore… Is all your curiosity lost or what? You didn’t say you want to leave me alone, but you don’t even then can reply to my “Are you good?” You said you will not be able to talk, but then you also mentioned, text if you have any probs. You said don’t call, oh please then tell me clearly that I’m not interested in you or your friendship anymore.
I don’t say you feel like so. But honestly, “I” have these vibes, that you are “Ignoring” me, my care, my thoughts, my friendship… A lot.
But you didn’t say that… Then mark my words,
“I’ll wait for you forever more.”